I just recently returned from a seminar on Nueromuscular Therapy in Phoenix. It was fantastic! The instructor was such an inspiration! In just the first day, which was a solid 5 hours of lecture I felt I had learned more than I thought I could in three days. So the next two days were even better.
He had so many recomendations for classes, books, programs and articles I thought I was going to set my paper on fire because I was trying to write it all down. There was also lots of focus on interacting with clients and communication, something I have always struggled with. (I don't get people, I get their bodies, but that's where it stops). There was so much information to absorb! I was in heaven.
At the very least, anyway, I was thinking about things I enjoyed, and not all the stress on my plate right now. Like, a new job where I am making no money and working with a manager who has no idea what she's doing, an old job where I am making enough but might be getting pay cuts from and even getting fired, and trying to find a better place for me to practice my passion. The massage industry is a very sucky one, I have found out the hard way.

Oh Christ! And did I tell you I'm getting married?! The man I have been so in love with for years now has proposed! I was so giddy I thought I would piss myself. Nothing is set yet, we are thinking about buying a house first due to some credit issues and are thinking about picking out necklaces instead of rings. I can't wear rings so it would seem a better choice. The house issue actually really works into my job frustrations because if we can get a house with an extension off of it I could have a home based practice and get out of the corporate world. Keeping my fingers crossed for that one...